listening to :: Satellite - Dave Matthews Band ::

i think i've cried enough today, but i was wrong. listening to this song reminds me to so may things. i feel remorse for what happened today. he already apologize, but i was to proud to accept his offer. i sms him and said that i'm sorry for it, i hope things will come to its normal state. God i cant help it.

dear macan, if finally one day you read this postings ...
just want you to know, how deep my feelings for this person. i can say that he once had been one of the greatest thing that ever made friends with my life. this blog shows the world how fragile i can be. it contains my heart, so please just keep it for yourself. remember that a person can fall so deeply to what seems invisible to the eye, but one can still sense and tell when its there. i know i cant turn back time, but i can sure make the rest of my life worthwhile by deciding to still love the way i should do. it's so pure, that i cant even describe and tell what it is, and what it cause me. please dont judge me wrong. dont misunderstood me like what most people do. you have no idea what i've been through. i hope one day ... you'll know what it feels like :')
-thank you 'can!